akele, tanha baithe hain hum,
yaad aa rahe hain woh pal!
inme humne mehsoos kiye the gham,
dil main jo macha gaye hulchul!!

hum se izhaar kiya nahin jaata,
beete din humein abhi bhi hain yaad!
raat ko theek so nahin paata,
shayad chain ayega marne ke baad!!

din ke ek ek pal ginte hain,
waqt kat ta nahin!
kyun itna chahte hain unhein
yeh shayad pata unhein bhi nahin!!

kabhi to nazre milayenge,
dil ke armaan poore honge hamare!
tab khushi se hum jagmageinge,
jaise madhu se mast bhanwre!!

Tum

tumhari adaon pe lakhon hain deewane,
patate tumhein kahin nikal na jaye zamane!!
khoobsurati ka nayab ajooba ho tum,
ret ki tarah haat se fisal jaati ho tum!!

chanchal machli sa tumhara yeh mann,
na jaane kitno ko de gaya hoga yeh darshan!!
katilana muskaan ho deti,
har ladke ka dil ho machalati!!!

kyun nahin keh pata unse ke mujhe kitna pyaar hai?
jaan se bhi pyaara mujhe woh insaan hai!!
jata jata ke thak gaye,kyun samajhne se unhein inkaar hai??
kabhi baton baaton main unse takraar hona,
meethi si us muskaan ko chupa lena!!
yahi adaein mujhe unka karti hai deewana!!!
samjha kar bhi dil kyun nahin samajh pata?

Mmmmmmmm…….
Yummy food and me go hand in hand!!! Been enjoying and devouring food like crazy over the weekend. No idea how I was able to allow it to get into my belly!!! Maybe that’s the reason I have been gaining inches over my waist over the past one year!!

Can’t seem to be getting over it!!!! Here is a fundoo idea that I am going to use the next time I feel the urge to cram up food!!!! I am going to go dip my head in a bucket of water until the feeling goes away!!! Just joking!! I am gonna be excercising lotsa self restraint though!!

Bhool Gaye

junoon ki in hadon ko…
mohabbat ki in rahon ko…
na jaane kab hum paar kar gaye???

dil ki in baton ko…
anjaane jazbaaton ko…
na jaane hum kyun thukra gaye???

ji to karta tha unse kuch kahein…
manzil ke kuch lamhein unse bayan karein…
na jaane hum kyun na kar sake???

aaj in anjaane rahon mein…
waqt ke in pehgamon mein…
na jaane hum kyun hain kho gaye???

labon pe baat aate ruk jaati hai…
dil ki dhadkan dhadak kar ruk jaati hai…
na jaane kyun hum muskurana bhool gaye???

lamba yeh safar hai…
sath na koi humsafar hai…
na jaane kyun hum humsafar saath lena bhool gaye???

…i tried all that i could!!!

But i guess i need an even deeper understanding!!! 1.5 months and i am still making losses!!! i wonder when i will recover from them!!! Dunno whether to go on or stop speculating altogether for some time!!! My head reels around as i try to recall those days that have passed by!! Here i sit listening to Ishq Bina from Taal!! i guess i need a love interest in my life now before i start trading again!! dunno!! can’t think actually!!!

It has been long since we wore those blazers!
It has been long since we got into those yellow buses!
Those fun filled times playing antakshari with friends,
And getting reprimanded from all the ends.

It was funny standing in those morning assemblies,
Those lectures from the Principal and allied ceremonies!
The loud boom of the school head boy demanding attention,
And detesting the evening detention!!!

Comic books under the desks,
When exams were bugging us like pests!!
The fight for marks with the teacher,
Who ceremoniously gave sermons like the preacher!!

How I miss that beautiful phase of life,
When now I am walking on the edge of a knife!!
But it is not that I don’t enjoy this,
After all doesn’t everything have its own bliss?

People may consider that i am going crazy!! But i am seriously worried about the way the city is expanding!!! Can you imagine the kind of traffic jam that we were stuck in yesterday?? Goodness gracious it was one hell of a nightmare!!! With the traffic gone haywire, all that i could think at that point of time was cattle!! That is how the vehicles were being treated!! Holy Cow, i don’t want to be stuck in another traffic jam!! If i ever do, i wonder what would remain of me.I would so very love to be with my friends and family. Laugh away till i roll on the floor. I wonder if that is ever going to come true!!!

Life has been a pain…

… all of last week. There was hectic work schedules. To top that weekend rush and i was stuck in a traffic. Call it the justice of nature or the wrath of my well wishers!! If you can’t get home early, you might as well stay later than you want!!!

Feel like writing a poem about it sometimes!!! But how can any one think of a poem when you are so very preoccupied!!! I sometimes wish i could fly!!! As i type this i am listening to Don’t Turn Around-Ace of Base!!!

Wonder what would happen if i did turn around now!!!